I’ll pay someone to do this for me :)
Thinking it will be incredibly impossible to be uncontrollably lost in love is wrong. I have been for almost a year now. The moment that i see her walk by my sight i melt into million of pieces, because she makes me go wild with my emotions for her. Lost in love is quite the best feeling there is that i have ever discovered to feel. There would be nothing more i would wish for but to be with her forever, But at times i feel she deserves much more, even with all that i try to do, as much i try to give, as much love i show her, i still feel she deserves much more. I feel ashamed that it makes me feel that she does, even though i would give her my heart if i had to, i still feel like it isn’t enough, not even the world is enough to describe how much i feel that she deserves. Personally there will never be anything to describe how much this special love that i have deserves, because she’s so out of this world that it doesn’t even exist. There is no one else out there that makes me feel this loved but her, at times we do fight, but what relationship doesn’t? It does not mean that i don’t love her, it would just mean that i love her to much. Even with the way she gets sometimes, i know she gets that way because she loves me, she just can’t explain it at the moment, that’s what keeps me going everyday because i know, no matter what were to happen in the end i’ll still love her till the day i take my last breathe in this world, because i feel that no one would ever make me feel this way again, and its incredible to me that i feel this way even after almost making a year. Most people would have just given up or gotten bored, but i can’t shes to much for me to let go. Shes the light of my night, the wisp in my wind, the butterflies in my stomach, the cat to my dog, the love that will always be for me. I honestly wouldn’t know what to do at this moment if i didn’t have her, sure people say, “if i was born without her you can keep on going with out her.” But their wrong. Since that beautiful angel stepped into my life i felt like I’ve known her my entire life and shes that missing piece that i could never let go of, because if she were to leave there wouldn’t be any shine to my life anymore, it’ll be gone. I know what i feel, and I’m proud to say that i forever will love you Cynthia, don’t ever forget that babe.. <3
Saturday October 16th
Lets go scavenger hunting in there.
Wednesday October 13th
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